You Can’t Touch It!

… you can’t touch it, you can’t reason with it, you can’t calm it, you can’t soothe it, you can’t pacify it, you can’t resolve it, you can’t work it out, you can’t rationalise it, you can’t talk to it, you can’t explain it, you can’t counsel it, you can’t clarify it, you can’t please it, you can’t satisfy it, you can’t do anything for it or to it, you can’t tame it, you can’t figure it out, you just have to leave.

It makes no sense, it does not add up, it does not work, the mystery can’t be solved, the puzzle will never fit or be finished, the program will never work, the app will not run, the conflict with not be resolved, there is no consistency, there is nothing or no one to appeal to, there is no better side, no conscience, no nothing, it is weird, it is odd, it is irregular, it has no pattern, no order, no logic, it is restless, uncanned, it wouldn’t fit, it can’t fit.

You have done all you know to stand, but it wouldn’t allow you to stand, as much as it lied in your power, you have tried to live in peace, but it knows no peace. You have come in peace but it has rejected your peace, you must dust your feet and leave.

You can’t sleep with it, because it has no intention to sleep, it can’t sleep, it toss and turns all night, it kicks, screams, talks, pulls the blanket, moans and groans etc. You must pack your blanket and leave.

You can’t hate it, for there is nothing to hate, you can’t love it either, for it is unloveable. You can’t judge it, for you didn’t create it. You can only let it be. And when you have to, only in small dosages can you tolerate it.

When you are gone, don’t try to make sense of what happened, there is no sense in it, don’t recount and try to string it together, it does not hold up. Don’t try to analyse it, it does not meet any criteria. Don’t try to unravel, unpack or unpick it, it has no point, no core, no clue. The sum has no solution, the incident has no purpose, the mystery has no solution, the murderer can not be found, the recipe does not work. The whole thing has no use, the only lesson from it, is to know when to leave, when to pack it in, when to give no more attention, when to give no thought. Relationship with some people are as such!

Detach, you can’t touch it, just let it be! Pray!