I am servant of destiny, here to obey the divine call, in the process I will hurt some, love some, be indifferent to some. I hate no one, I love no one, I am here to do as bideth. Please don’t hate me, I am just a servant. If I don’t touch you, it’s because I am not allowed. If I touch you, it’s because I am allowed. Don’t applaud me for what I do, I am just a programmed servant, doing that which I am programmed to do. Don’t hurl abuse at me either, I am doing as ordered.
I must not judge myself, I must not beat myself up. I cannot understand because it is not for me to understand, I am here to do my biding. Nothing is wrong with me, I am a servant of destiny. In surrender to my destiny I find my peace. I can not fight the call for I don’t fully know or understand the purpose.
I am part of a bigger picture and so are you. We are all part of destiny, part of something that is way beyond us, incomprehensible by our finite mind. Like the water current we are all being swept up together. Some will die, some will thrive. Some will sink some will swim. No man is responsible but destiny. Point not the finger at man for the doings of the Lord. Blame not man, praise not man. As we have no say in the matter.
Be gentle and steady as things start to fit together, be! We can not fight the unseen hands nor can we argue with the invisible force. What is written is written, what is ordained is ordained, we are just but cogs in the wheel as it rolls on. Like magnet we gravitate towards that which must be and repelled that which is not. I don’t do the choosing. Hindrances and blockage lines the wrong path and no amount of perseverance and persistence will clear the way. In destiny there is flow, temporary blockages eventually give way.
I must not fight destiny, you must not fight destiny. We are all only a servant of destiny. No guilt, Let Your will be done!
Beautiful Ivory 