One Day

… one day, I will put my head on the chest of my lover and I will sleep off like a baby, sweet and deep. I will drool all over his chest, yes I will and he will love every bit of it. He will hold me closer, tenderly running his hands through my hair. I will smile in my sleep as I experience the unity of the soul, the indescribable expression of love. One day, my lover and I will lie together.

One day, I will no longer search for love, because it is already found. I will no longer strive and struggle to explain myself, my point, my feelings, my pain because I am already known. I will experience the joy of knowing and being known. Words will be few as we experience the oneness that only true lovers know and experience. One day I will be with my true lover.

One day, I will not have to compete with another one, I will not have to wonder where I stand, I will not have to be jealous, I will not have to squabble for modicum of affection. One day I will not have to plot and beg to be heard, listen and attended to. One day I will not be driven away. One day, it will just be me and my lover, me and my lover, my lover and I, just the two of just, not three or more.

One day I will know I count and will not have to wonder. I will be sure, very sure. I will not be too busy for him and he will not be too busy for me. I will not be ignored, he will not be ignored. Our affection for each other will be. One day we will be in tandem. One day it will be peaceful and aligned.

One day I will be naked with my lover and my lover will be naked with me. All areas are accessible, everything hangs out and there is no shame, no inhibitions. Full and total acceptance is the nature of our relationship as we relish and luxirate in each other’s company.

One day I will not have to manage, settle or accept the unacceptable. One day I will not be intoxicated on fake wine and intolerable intoxicant. One day I will sip rich full bodied wine and I will be intoxicated with the genuine love of my lover. I will drop my love on his tongues and he will be slain.

One day our love will be aligned, harmonised, in tandem. One day I will not struggle to make it fit, to be heard, we will not force ourselves to believe, we will not mandate ourselves to love, we will not strife, we glide in unison in our love. One day our love, our union will be perfect. My heart will smile, beaming from ear to ear.